Exhausted cables

I am exhausted. I haven't been sleeping well. I am so tired. Between frequently waking up, The Husbando waking me up when he gets off work at night, and no fan it's been tough. And then Lucy has started barking relentlessly in the morning, around 2am. My parents let her out, give her food, and cuddle her but still she barks. I am so tired.

And today I am going to see what I need to do to inform my insurance that I am married. So it's a day of busy stuff and out of the house stuff and all I want is a nap.

Luckily the insurance just needed to see my social security card and that was that. So it was quick and easy. And I got some car knitting done.

My project bag is from Joann Fabrics and was on clearance. I'm working the Furrowed Rib which is easy to remember in some soft alpaca yarn from the farmer's market in town. 

And when we got home mom made lunch and I finished knitting the back of the Furrowed Rib Teddy Bear Surprise Thing. Now I have a front and a back! And it's used all of my stitch markers!

The horse stitch markers were made by AJ aka KniCroManiac and the Harry Potter Gryffindor and Ravenclaw ones were made by ThePaupersCloset aka Shire Folk Yarn

So if I get the sleeves done and seem it all together and block it, I'll be down to.....

ONE SINGLE WIP!!! 

That's right folks, one singular WIP once I finish this! I know. I amaze myself.

Let's not get ahead of ourselves in excitement though. I just cast on for the sleeve of this project so. We will see. I'm just so tired today. And I just started reading The Girl on the Train. So far I don't understand what's going on and it's weird. Maybe it's because I'm exhausted. Maybe it's because it's weird. We will see.

Okay so it should be noted that I write these blog updates throughout the day. Slowly, little bits as my day goes by. I just read about half of this book. 

A little bit about me though: I wanted a baby. But the doctor told me that because of my bipolar disorder and the medication I am to be stable right now I can't have kids. It broke my heart. Like, shattered me into a million pieces and wrecked me three weeks from Thursday. 

This book is not a good book to read if you have been told you can't have kids. It's been very emotional and very distraught. And I'm much too exhausted for these kinds of emotions honestly. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to finish it. My brain feels soggy and wet and a little sad. This was not a cozy mystery at all. Blah.

Actually I just finished. The ending was lackluster and I didn't like it.

I'm really tired so I knit a tired square today. A four cable slanting right one. Or at least I tried but failed. Then I messed up my bind off. Obviously I need to go to bed. I'll try again tomorrow.

Goodnight.